With the countdown to my father and my mother when I was raising a lot of sacrifices that they bet with the means at their disposal.
My father was just a worker who has the expertise of what is in a village kelaahiranya perjalananya in solo, in which every neighbor who wants to build a house he has always participated and helped.
And the beginning he learned of a worker as he was building kenek Takala learn and continue learning in order to become an artisan banguna / skill.Akhirnya he managed to kemauanya now he could have dared to offer any home building project he was working as a handyman.
Not only the silence of my father it was like to be able to see the person or contractor who are in such kota2 teman2nya, which is in the capital city of my father eventually was determined to go into town where there are multiple offers on the relation which he never knew in datanginya.karena with his personality The friendly and courteous in communicating to everyone as well as honest and responsible, fur never looked to see what the people of jabatanya.Saat it was my father got an offer from a businessman who is not her meeting earlier in thought or in the plan at age 25 years, with my father at that time kejadianya want to ride the metro public car going home from his theme, when my father got in the car and sat in the metro to the two front left door of the metro, before sitting on two benches / seats there is a kakek2 dressed in white shirts and relieved he greeted with the words "excuse me sir may I sit here", then Kake smiled said "please de be.
And when my father was sitting right next to the grandfather, who are tired of taking a breather ayaku suadah around all day but have not been able to offer a job, and my father felt hungry, opened his bag the remaining contents of mineral water last quarter, before he uncorked the bottle of water offered to kakek2 that, "drinking pak pak", and the old man smiled without a word, after my father finished his bottle of water within the water bottle is empty save it back to within tasnya.sesaat then the old man asked, "where the deck seemed tired and going where , my dad said well pack from home (solo) and from friends, find pekerjaan.Si grandfather, "is what you are looking for a job, and what skills you have, my father" just work a construction worker pak.Si grandfather "oh ,, you can create a home, remodeling lainya.Ayahku, "well it could be as short pak.dengan the grandfather offered the job and gave his business card, with a shocked silence as my father would accept his name card and said, maap pack if I may ask why you It offers a job to me so easily and so quickly, when the grandfather was my father's answer, "well because I saw your face and eyes full of passion and conviction, and you keperibadian very friendly, polite that I rarely find in young anak2 Now, usually people who are traveling cape and at a lot of weight when he got on the car and was about to sit on the bench seats have never thought about who's next to no excuse or just said hello, then he felt was tired all day on the street and a car there is an empty bench seat could well have sat back quietly and most importantly can duduk.Sedangkan ade with cape all day looking for the kingdom that has not been in dapatkanya can still smile and greet as well as the remaining greet before sitting down, and still more when thirsty sempatnya which are still felt could offer water to drink despite living within a quarter of the bottle, what else is included when ade former drinking water into the bag again, Well all I can conclude that this ade of people who live within a family full of good governance curse, in sapaanya, and ade is a loving and caring person, when thirsty sempatnya offer the next despite rasakan.Saat fatigue at that time I also was amazed when ade include drinking more water bottles into the bag, so I know ade is a very appreciated will the state and within full kerencanaan in his life.
With such a short conversation and then the grandfather was bertriak stop pear, and threw a few words later call me tomorrow morning yah.Saya answer would gladly pack will soon be well hubumgi my father, well thank you very much sir, Si Grandpa just smiled.
With my father wakatu berjalanya started meeting with my mother, where my mother was just a street vendor on the street selling food capital cimplo etc..
It was there that they began to knit in love, with a gallant and courteous bernai father kepolosanya apply honesty and my mother came from cirebon.
Aakhirnya karuniai they married and in 9 of the last child is ..... I, when I saw, I learned to speak of singing with my dad to teach the truth that I'm very happy with this father figure he's patient and smart people who are always appreciated and help people .
I moved at age 4 years, I began to like school and my dad asking me to enter elementary school, but my mother did not agree and ask for it later after the age of 6 thn.Tapi I really want to start at age 4 years, reasoning it just as my father and mother asked "why do you want the current school, while old enough to enter your blm k elementary school" because I said well I want to be able to read and count fast so I could be like my father.
Tah why my heart whispered softly there's always that push that I need to learn from the trip ku.karena father was proud of my dad I was just a junior who berkelulusan mampuh can capture any learning that what he wants to be,,,,,
But do not know when I was growing up and continuing junior and senior high school I was the opposite in fact memnjadi naughty children always follow teman2 association that is not good.
I often advise my father in me but I never menghiraukanya, but often he said to advise me so full of feeling, the way he advised me very patient and attentive, when I get home tonight from school he was quiet when I was greeted with fear he greeted back with ramahnya new "home meal kmudian sanah shower after that prayer." I said yah yah.setelah I finished bathing, eating and shlat called me in to sit together in the living room, my father asked what was wrong only in school and beyond what a mistake fathers or others in families gus, gus tell it, the father of the issue with which you buried into boom times end up harming you and your family.
Father not to decree anything ever happened to you is what my father felt, he wanted to give you the best live until you become a successful man because of your maturity and your family to see gus, so you might be ga others who may refer you to live well without you know prosesnya.dan you will not live forever menggantungakan mu mu with teman2 because when your friends hura2 dngn his life might be worth pah they have nothing like what we owned, and when they can not have in getting any cita2 might be they buy, while you are just a child of prayer and living a dream trip and we have to build your own with hard work gus, .......
Clearly the father syang you ........!!
With a flash my tears fall I know and know what the word of advice my beloved father and mengerti.Sesungguhnya I should be a better person today.
Because the eyes of my heart open wide I feel what the natural father, with the fight of his life and work for a living nine children, school meals and with a vengeance and the sweat and breath it out just for the sake of happiness keluarganya.Namuan never really heard my keluhanya throughout the day, perhaps only in addition to my mother.
And after I add it up when I left school I promised myself sma this, someday I will replace you well, and be willing to pursue his dream, and no longer need to see your work again in the hot sun that I bayangkan.Aku promised to be a better person and continue to learn.
And finally have time to bring my best friend and love mengusaikan story as well as family togetherness, which was targeted after I graduate I will rest to spend time with family and friends and lovers hati.Dengan heavy heart and all the pain my heart cries mingled hope there was no else should I leave my butter beratkan to your beloved family, because my friend made was like a book that I like and I will still keep and maintain selamanya.Sedangakan love is like the verse in al-quran where love can be stored there and I see read more about what I had experienced and I will cherish without sin, I say again to make amends and do it with prayer.
Any period of time has brought me and I started to get a job, where I started to collect money, to be able to help and keprluan my needs.
When I work I want to have a motorcycle with the aim that I can easily berangakat work and if there is a need to seek approval where I bertujuan.Dengan my sister and my second parent in the end I allow, and I began to credit the motor when it's up for 24 months , with the help by kaka me when there are problems in the mortgage bulananya.
Which as I remember one thing my father and I request had promised my mother would buy two-wheelers to the village, when I was in between my mother walking together in the future highway to wait for a bus car majors Lebak Bulus (jakarta), then I said to the mother that someday I wanted to buy a bike unyuk mother, and father Gus was instructed to remember you should be able to keep myself in there because my father was no longer working in sanah and you must be able to fix menabuang home page for you at home if it is a when you're ready.
It's all that I still remember always, as hinggga yet I can redeem my promise, for years I could pay off in the new shoreline ku.dan bike when I had long had a planing to study in the future when I paid off my bike to college.
But not all it should arrive in due time I leave money for sesutau it was natural that I tagihan2 other living expenses, shortness of my heart once heard my father's illness, when I was working on one shift, when the morning I heard from my handpone, berkecambuk taste This heart and fear by my error sgela long between 6 bulnan again I have not met my father when I asked my brother over the phone where kak I want to talk with my father, my brother told me his father was sleeping in the accident can not disturb Gus said the doctor first, and then I asked what was ill, my kaka gus cardiac symptoms in sick, then tear it down I can not bear to hear it, and could not believe it because my dad is not from some people who were smokers, his youth he did not smoke . and the end of my conversations over the phone to tell ya I've kakaku later kalu ka father was awake from sleep please smsin me and I'll let the phone, and I too will be raced today will return home with the others.
By the time I get together with family and my brother's house in Pamulang tangsel, after ba'da ahsyar then I called back to his hometown cirebon my father asked me what I already wake up blm kaka replied, but I do not believe that my kaka kak.jawab yah right you already do not worry baik2 father wrote the most important where you are now in the same family? I said yes I want to go home the same family mobil.Dan kakaku wait you already said yes and all hati2 on the road not to worry and fear, until later arrived at the village.
But to answer my kaka I'm not satisfied and just wanted to hear my father's voice, I said to my kaka, kak is where I really want to please her father's voice denger once wrote, I miss all the kak probably heard the new aka dad would calm down, let kak briefly tell the doctor wrote, kak I really want to apologize same kak father try to convey to the mother let me talk to him or her wish my mother could help him connect with my father, in a tone that could not be heard by my sister Lena every perkatan2 I said my antecedent hear the cries of my brothers, with no words were spoken, I said what's actually why cry kak, kak please answer, then he could only tell the patient well gus, I do not know what it means when there is talk of Kaka connect my in-laws my phone with my brother, my sister in law already told yah you are patient and family as well that something is ready destiny, and your father had gone back to his side.
I can not bear the tears all over my whole body is weakened and my soul seemed to be lost, will hear this fact, my father was gone, really what more can I do anymore is still a lot of debt, mistakes and my life story I had not yet devoted to your well,,,, Inalilahiwainalilahi Rojiun.
With sisa2 spirit and the rest of the story memories of my father I should be able melanjutakan this life, and fix any that are still in the planing mimpi2.
And finally I now began to attend school to college at the University of Tangsel area (UNPAM)
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